I've been practicing these last months to get better. Everything from the fundamentals, shapes, shading. I practiced so much I couldn't tell if I was getting better or not because I simply disliked drawing. It became a chore instead of a hobby. I didn't even feel I was good at it. All my ideas for stories and characters were forgotten or dropped. Most of my friends in the art scene left me. I feel like I have to plant my ideas into drawing, short comics at least, but I became so reactively hateful of art that I can't even pick up a pencil and draw. I end up hating all I do or feeling it's not original or great. I'm tired of this.