I'm glad I feel like I matured in the sense that I like watching other artists for inspiration and even former drawings and animation that turned me off now simply makes me wonder "this made me feel bad?" I'm truly enjoying drawing again.

But it's not all pretty. Lately I've been disappointed because I have nothing done in the entire month. Just random sketches that make me wonder why am I even drawing if I'm not enjoying it?

I just want to know how can I find a meaning to my art again. I feel like every second I spend not drawing is wasted time and at the same time I feel like when I'm drawing I'm going nowhere, even when I set goals to myself.