My loser level got to the point I felt envy of my sister becoming a popular streamer and cosplayer with actual friends. I think I realised how stupid is that while looking for my (IRL) friends on my old Facebook and ... They're all successful artist and musicians.... So in the end, I'm just happy that she's happy. I'm happy that she didn't end up like me. Alone, without IRL friends, no hang outs, just... A creep, a weirdo, (what the hell am I doing heeeere ♪)