After being asked three times in a row if it's my first time drawing or just being told bluntly that I suck my brain clicked the "I gotta get good".... and I ended up burning a folder with sketches. If drawing ain't something I'm good at, maybe some day I'll reincarnate in one of those fucked up flammentruppen burning down villages and shit. I'm a piece of shit anyway, so who cares about the morals? Had I cared before I wouldn't be alone now thinking about ending it all with a bang. Whimpering. Shit.